Wednesday, October 25, 2006
heyyas all .hmms .jz got back from skewl .had fun time at skewl .hmms . ferst thing i reached skewl ,a teacher called my name .hahhas .she wanna take a pic of me .wakaka .shocking .nabilah join our class .had fun .went tuh tha library .took pics .listen tuh musics .hahahs .kecoh !hmms . yesterday , went tuh rizal's place .nicey house he got .big one .hehe .went dere wid amir , khai , irah , saed , ika & sara .i dunno why .but , everybody thinks amir is my guy .hahhas .he likes me . pity him .i dun wanna give him a chance tuh be wid me .afta dat , went tuh bt panjang .khai's aunt place .eat dere .den , off we go .tuh tanglin halt chap lau .hmms . seems like , i love dat place .hahhas .wid those jokers . fun !took taxi .waited fer tha bus fer so long .hahahs .thought of waiting fer wak , budden , dint have any time .as , i was rushing tuh meet my lan . (:cz , irah told me . he's leaving tuhdae .so , went tuh meet him last nite .fucking hell .i dun even recongnise him .he was so damn FUCKING HOT .hahahs .he dyed his hair .wid his clothes . and blah3 .omg . wanna faint .hahahs .cute tao ! hahahs .budden , in tha end .we both quarrel .haiz .cried all night . jz bcz of him .ppl was looking at me .cz , i was crying at public .irah and sara dint noe wad tuh do .sara called lan .but , he ignore her .cried all tha way .took a taxi .stopped at clementi .tuh drop irah and sara off .he wants me tuh forget him .but , i dunno how tuh .seriously .i cant forget him . haiz .reached home arnd 11pm .daddie was mad cz i dint keep my promised .my eyes were damn red .inform daddie dat i was home .den , went straight into tha room .my cuz was in my room .sis was shock .saw me in pain .crying like hell .dint stupid stuffs .daddie came in .talk tuh me .trying make me stop crying .haiz .dint sleep .was thinking .arnd midnite .he called me .talk tuh me .while talking tuh him , i was crying .missing him lots .cant bear tuh lose him .lina called me afta dat .she dint noe i was crying .but , dat fucker told her .damn idiot .she talked tuh me .trying tuh calm me down .haiz . she's trying tuh get him fer me .asking him not tuh leave me . i CANT forget him .khai called me .asking me tuh forget him .fucked up .arnd 2am , dan msg me .asking me out .tuhmorrow . going tuh sentosa .hopefully , i'll able tuh make it .cz , i really wanna meet him badly .haiz .i really do and really need lan by my side .i jz knew him .but , i cant let him go .till here den i guess .takkaire .bbais . taggie me .-much love-tashha-dead;im dying inside.
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